…..it….it wasn’t just for Souda.
I just. I lost it, everyone. Everything I had was gone. I had no one left, and on top of that the hope of getting out was gone…
And Komaeda…. he kept telling us to keep up hope and keep up hope and he wouldn’t stop and he wouldnt shut up and I couldn’t I just couldnt I fUCKING COULDNT I JUST I HAD TO SHUT hIM UP I HAD TO LEAVE I HAD TO GET BACK TO HIM I WANTED TO HAVE SOMETHING HAPPY AGAIN I WANTED TO BE OKAY AGAIN.
EVERYTHING I CARED ABOUT WAS GONE AND SO WAS ALL MY HOPE OF ANYTHING OKAY EVER COMING OF THIS.
That’s… that’s why…
And now….
….
I’m so sorry.
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